(CHARACTER)
NAME: Ashu-Ammu, Nerevarine
CANON: The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind
RACE: Dunmer
GENDER: Male (Trans)
HEIGHT: 6 ft (1.8m)
CLASS: Assassin
SEXUALITY: Gay (M/M)
CANON: The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind
RACE: Dunmer
GENDER: Male (Trans)
HEIGHT: 6 ft (1.8m)
CLASS: Assassin
SEXUALITY: Gay (M/M)
background
"In the waning years of the Third Era of Tamriel, a prisoner born on a certain day to uncertain parents was sent under guard, without explanation, to Morrowind, ignorant of the role he was to play in that nation's history..."
Born to ashlanders from opposing tribes (Ahemmusa and Erabenimsun), orphaned at an early age. Grown tired of the petty infighting over dwindling resources, moves to Balmora in hopes of taking what's theirs. Quickly discovers the problem is complex, and that he's out of his depth. Isn't treated much better by the House Dunmer, but the Morag Tong recognizes his skills as a hunter, inducting him as an assassin. Climbs up the ranks. Accepts a writ taking him all the way to Cyrodiil for several years. Gets caught in Cheydinhal, spends a few years in the Imperial Prison. Out of options, accepts Uriel VII shipping him back to Vvardenfell, out of nowhere, for a special mission.
"Come Nerevar, friend or traitor, come."
personality
Typical Dunmer attitude—proud, sharp, violent. Blunt affect, curses freely. Creepy, morbid, haunted—becoming the instrument of a daedric god's will hasn't helped. Taking reach heaven by violence seriously this time. Religious but in the Dunmeri way, which is off-putting to most (murder is okay). Poetic and philosophical, the lingering influence of a certain warrior-poet, the gravitas of reincarnation and a life well adventured.
Despite it all, poster boy for angry hope (a better world through struggle and violence, every agony to temper my blade). Undercurrent of curiosity, lacking self-interest or self-preservation. Introspective, prefers to assess situations and people if given the chance—if. Serendipitously charismatic, the echoes of Nerevar, but hidden under an unsettling mien and multiple layers of trauma. Difficulties with vulnerability, believes if he's caught unaware it's a skill issue on his part. Reacts well to praise, unsettled and undone by kindness.
The ritual betrayal and slaughter of his past self left him with a soul deep wound. Sadomasochistic, drawn to relive and reprocess old pleasures and pains. He'll live and die as many times as it takes to know.
Knows exactly who he is, his role in history, and makes no apologies for it. Contentious relationship with Indoril Nerevar, however.
Libertine, prefers it when men drop the act and simply ask to fuck him, though won't say no to some wooing. Mephalan, freak in the streets and the sheets, ritualistic sex a favorite. Curiously indifferent about his appearance, more proud of his skills in the bedroom than purported attractiveness—if you didn't earn it is it worth bragging about? Loves breaking the repressed. The chase is just as sweet as the catch.
combat
Uses melee and magic in equal measure, with fire-based Destruction spells a favorite. Prefers thin and supple daggers, shortswords and bows (e.g. bonemold, ebony, Akaviri, Ashlander, Telvanni styles), light armor in traditional Dunmeri styles (warmth toned fabrics, insect-like plating, i.e. Morag Tong chitin). Assassin, hits hard and fast but ultimately a glass cannon. Will flee to reassess if battle cannot be won conventionally ('secret murder'). Master alchemist—poisons all his weapons, paralysis the most common.
references
Pale ashen grey skin, shoulder-length pitch black hair worn loose. Eyes with red sclera and sectoral heterochromia (ash grey, blood red) in oversized irises, typical of Tamrielic mer (elves). Ashlander scarification shaped like bumps tracing the swell of his cheekbones and the rest of his body. Piercings aplenty, most hidden under his clothes, lip ring and chin bead on his face. Fangs. About 6 foot (1.8m), toned. Wears chitin light armor from head to toe, with two bonemold daggers strapped to his sides. Bow and arrows appear occasionally.


(KINKLIST)

FAVORITES
Bareback
Bondage
Breeding
Clothed Sex
Creampie
Deepthroat/Facefucking
Desperate/Rough Sex
Edging/Orgasm Control
Facials
Foul Murder✦
Human/Elf✦
Knifeplay
Muscular Partners
Multiple Orgasms
Overstimulation
Praise
Risk of Getting Caught
Semi-Public/Exhibitionism
Sex Outdoors
Sex Toys
Sounding
Teasing

ABSOLUTELY
Alien/Monster/Xeno
Anal Sex
Bathing
Bloodplay
Biting
Body Worship
Breathplay/Choking
Bruising/Marking
Caregiving/Careful Sex
Collars
Dirty Talking
Facesitting
Frotting
Gags
Handjobs/Fingering
Intercrural
Intoxication (Drugs/Alcohol)
Magic/Powers
Mutual Masturbation
Oral Sex
Penetrative Sex✦
Rimming
Size Differences
Spanking
Vaginal Sex✦
Voyeurism

NOT SURE
Photo/Video

NO THANKS
Abuse (Verbal/Physical)
Adultery/Cuckolding
Bestiality
Blackmail/Coercion
Degradation
Non-Consensual (Rape)
Fisting
Grievous Injuries
Hyper
Hypnotism/Mind Control
Impregnation
Incest
Much Younger Partners
Mutilation
Pedophilia
Pregnancy
Scat
Torture
Vore
Watersports
NOTES & OTHER INFO
Open to M/M. Character is a pre/non-op trans male and a switch. Worshiper of Mephala, whose sphere includes sex and murder, so freak shit comes standard. Able to grow a dick via Mephalan magic (potion), pierced with a Prince Albert and a frenum ladder to match his natal genitals. Let me know which set you'd prefer.
Uninterested in RPing gender dysphoria, non-issue in his culture (big thank you to Mephala and a reluctant acknowledgment to Vivec for leading the charge as Dunmeri trans icons).

(PERMISSIONS) WIP
+ player
NAME: Serge
CONTACT: DMs or
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: US Central, evenings and nights. Fast (Less than 24 hours turn-around if I can help it, boomerang network style tags often). It's A-OK to remind me of a thread you want to continue. I work off my email so sometimes I lose notifications. Or I never got them in the first place.
BRACKETS/PROSE: Either. Will match. Tend towards prose-ier tags (I love introspection, never apologize for writing too much).
DO NOT INTERACT: Real world bigotry and hateful ideologies.
WANT TO RP: Fight scenes. Morning afters and their nights before. Being a person instead of a weapon. Ritualistic weirdness. The horrors of the assassin trade. With other fantasy RPG characters. Those used and abused by gods. Melee and magic. Mature men and old man yaoi. Toxic yaoi too (thank you, Dagoth Ur).
Crosscanon with other RPGs wanted. Avid RPG gamer, canon familiar with Baldur's Gate, Dragon Age, Elder Scrolls, Fallout, Final Fantasy and Rogue Trader, among others. Sci-fi too. I've watched so much sci-fi including the big two (Star Trek and Star Wars). Other canons and AUs A-OK too. OCs welcome.
+ out of character
BACKTAGGING: Yes.
THREADHOPPING: Ask first.
FOURTHWALLING: No.
NOT INTERESTED IN: CSA/lolicon/shotacon/pedophilia, characters who are and/or look like children, incest, consensual non-consensual/non-con/rape.
RELATIONSHIPS: With chemistry/rapport, unless a meme where it's a given. Open to M/M. Toxic situationship with Dagoth Ur is a defining trait, so men with psychosexual issues please apply. Crosscanon welcomed. Prefer characters age thirty and over for adult stuff but it's not a hard line.
+ in character
FLIRTING: Men? Yes, please. Women? Rangers from stonewalling to insults, depending on mood.
PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Not without rapport and/or without sex, he's an assassin, it unnerves him. Romantic depends on meme/thread and/or OOC communication.
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Yes.
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION: It's a mess in there—haunted by events in his past life as some guy named Indoril Nerevar. To those who can see souls, his appears 'doubled', or denser, one gold and the other—his—red.
MAGICAL INFORMATION: Partial to Destruction (Fire) and Restoration spells.
MEDICAL INFORMATION: C-PTSD. Cannot die of natural diseases or aging due to corprus.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: Not much, honestly. Praising the Tribunal in front of him, maybe. Maybe. Depends on the day.
+ first impressions
AURAL: Gravelly, with high vocal fry.
OLFACTORY: Ash, rock and mushrooms—pleasantly earthy—with an occasional sharp note of blood.
DEMEANOR: Proud, sharp, violent. Unsettling yet alluring.
LAWFUL | ███████████████ | CHAOTIC |
PRUDENT | ███████████████ | RECKLESS |
SELFLESS | ███████████████ | SELF-SERVING |
EMOTIONAL | ███████████████ | LOGICAL |
TRUSTING | ███████████████ | SUSPICIOUS |
HONEST | ███████████████ | DECEITFUL |
AGREEABLE | ███████████████ | DISAGREEABLE |
INTROVERTED | ███████████████ | EXTROVERTED |
ENERGETIC | ███████████████ | INACTIVE |
(DUPLICITY) APPLICATION
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Name: Serge Age: 30+ Contact: DMs Timezone: US Central Other Character(s): N/A |
Name: Ashu-Ammu, Nerevarine Door: Left Canon: The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind Canon Point: Post-Bloodmoon DLC Age: About a century and a half, early forties to a human lifespan. Appearance: Here. Pale ashen grey skin, pitch black hair. Eyes with red sclera and sectoral heterochromia (ash grey, blood red) in oversized irises, typical of Tamrielic mer (elves). Ashlander scarification shaped like bumps tracing the swell of his cheekbones. Piercings aplenty, most hidden under his clothes, lip ring and chin bead on his face. Fangs. About 6 foot (1.8m), toned. Wears chitin light armor from head to toe, with two bonemold daggers strapped to his sides. Bonemold bow and arrows appear occasionally. History: Here. Born to ashlanders from opposing tribes (Ahemmusa and Erabenimsun), orphaned at an early age. Grown tired of the petty infighting over dwindling resources, moves to Balmora in hopes of taking what's theirs. Quickly discovers the problem is complex, and that he's out of his depth. Isn't treated much better by the House Dunmer, but the Morag Tong recognizes his skills as a hunter, inducting him as an assassin. Climbs up the ranks. Accepts a writ taking him all the way to Cyrodiil for several years. Gets caught in Cheydinhal, spends a few years in the Imperial Prison. Out of options, accepts Uriel VII shipping him back to Vvardenfell, out of nowhere, for a special mission. "Come Nerevar, friend or traitor, come." As the Nerevarine is a malleable protagonist of sorts, I'm canonizing the following player decisions for his history. I don't care what Todd Howard says, it's impossible (and boring) to be the leader of every single faction. Aside from the Blades, which the Nerevarine forcibly joins per the Main Quest, I like to keep his focus on Dunmeri institutions as befitting the reincarnation of Morrowind's greatest cultural hero: CR AU (Optional): N/A Personality: Negative Trait: Amoral. The Dunmeri moral framework is incomprehensible to the average citizen of Tamriel. There is logic behind Ashu's actions, but he operates with entirely different sets of premises and values informing his thoughts and actions. To the rest of the provinces, the fact Dunmer not only consider murder acceptable but legalized it into a complex system of checks and balances over the power of the Dunmeri Houses is unhinged. In Morrowind, suffering and struggle are not seen as evils that must be eradicated, but drivers towards improvement, enlightenment. Gods of unpleasant spheres such as deceit, terror and slaughter are not only venerated, they are considered the cultural, religious and metaphysical ancestors of the Dunmeri people. This is the wellspring of Ashu's morality. Proud ashlander, the keepers of the old ways, who remember it was Azura, Boethiah and Mephala—the so-called Good Daedra—who guided the prophet Veloth, who created the Chimer then the Dunmer, who helped cast down the false Tribunal, his hands as their instrument of divine will. Amoral? To non-Dunmer, yes. To Ashu, it is righteousness in its purest form. The n'wahs can call it whatever they want. They don't understand and they will never understand. Negative Trait: Violent. To Ashu violence is a tool, to be sharpened and deployed as necessary. As a highly-trained assassin Ashu has no compunctions regarding the power of incredible violence. Kill one person, and you can solve so many problems. Marvel at the possibilities. Wanton violence, of course, is highly liable to cause collateral damage, which is why it must be tempered with purpose. Good thing the Good Daedra have made rules regarding its usage—and as Grandmaster of the Morag Tong, an ancient guild of assassins blessed with the patronage of Mephala, he's fastidious in obeying the precepts. Murder is the most notorious form of violence, but he's not above using its other forms to complete his goals. It just so happens to be the one he's best paid for, and the one that defines his previous and present life. Negative Trait: Obstinate. Ashlanders are stereotyped as a proud people, with an unwillingness to admit to things that shame them, particularly their men. This is also true of Ashu, though the drivers are not solely cultural—Ashu is unlikely to admit being wrong or surrender in battle because to do so means he has lost, and to lose is to cease to exist, a form of ego death. "I am alive because that one is dead. I exist because I have the will to do so," is a Boethiahn maxim Ashu takes to heart, specially now that he knows the truth of his past life. It is a matter of faith—battles, even verbal, are blessings demanding change. To yield too quickly is to learn nothing. Self-improvement needs friction. Existence requires struggle. Powers and Abilities: Master alchemist, but only of Tamrielic poisons and Mephalan concoctions facilitating Morag Tong work. Outside of Morrowind, he'll need to research the local flora, fauna and supply chain to make poisons worth a damn. The genital swap potion is crafted via a ritual performed on common reagents (distilled water + spider carcass or webbing + ritualistic prayer). It is a blessing bestowed by Mephala upon the leader of her guild, and a tool that falls under her sphere of influence (sex/gender). It won't work on others and has a cooldown of one a week. Ashu knows three spells, a healing spell of minor wounds and two fire spells, one in the form of a spray (think flamethrower) and another as a projectile (think fireball). All spells rely on his magicka pool, which has biological limitations depending on multiple factors (how well-rested he is, how deep are his injuries, etc), and can be countered. Infected with vampirism and corprus, two diseases that, after Divayth Fyr's 'cure', endow him with immunity to all diseases, increased strength, endurance, stealth and immortality (does not age). However, he can still be killed and needs blood to survive. If without blood for more than twenty-four hours, sunlight starts to hurt, becoming increasingly more painful the longer he abstains. Wait long enough and the sun damage will be the least of his problems—he'll turn feral. Inventory: Samples: |
(PERMISSIONS)
player
CONTACT: PMs or HMD
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: US Central, evenings and nights. Fast (Less than 24 hours turn-around if I can help it, boomerang network style tags often). I tend to drop meme threads after a week to keep my slate clean, but it's A-OK to remind me of a thread you want to continue. I work off my email so sometimes I lose notifications. Or I never got them in the first place.
BRACKETS/PROSE: Either. Will match. Tend towards prose-ier tags (I love introspection, never apologize for writing too much).
DO NOT INTERACT: Real world bigotry and hateful ideologies.
WANT TO RP: Fight scenes. Philosophical debates. Morning afters and their nights before. Being a person instead of a prophecy. Ritualistic weirdness, particularly relating to murder and sex, though not necessarily in that order. The delights and horrors of the assassin trade. The weight of history, the tragedy of fate. Those used and abused by gods. Melee and magic. Mature men and old man yaoi. Toxic yaoi too (thank you, Dagoth Ur). With other fantasy RPG characters.
Crosscanon with other RPGs wanted. Avid RPG gamer, canon familiar with Baldur's Gate, Cyberpunk, Dragon Age, Elder Scrolls, Fallout, Final Fantasy, Rogue Trader and Vampire the Masquerade, among others. Sci-fi too. I've watched so much sci-fi including the big two (Star Trek and Star Wars). Other canons and AUs A-OK too. OCs welcome.
out of character
BACKTAGGING: Yes.
THREADHOPPING: Ask first.
FOURTHWALLING: No.
NOT INTERESTED IN: CSA/lolicon/shotacon/pedophilia, characters who are and/or look like children, sexual themes with characters from children's cartoons, incest, consensual non-consensual/non-con/rape.
RELATIONSHIPS: With chemistry/rapport, unless a meme where it's a given. Open to M/M. Toxic situationship with Dagoth Ur is a defining trait, so men with psychosexual issues please apply. Crosscanon welcomed. Prefer characters age thirty and over for adult stuff but it's not a hard line.
in character
FLIRTING: Men? Yes, please. Women? Ranges from stonewalling to insults, depending on mood.
PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Without rapport and/or without sex, it unnerves him. Romantic depends on meme/thread and/or OOC communication.
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Yes.
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION: It's a mess in there—haunted by events in his past life as some guy named Indoril Nerevar. To those who can see souls, his appears 'doubled', or denser, one gold and the other—his—red.
MAGICAL INFORMATION: Partial to Destruction (Fire) and Restoration spells.
MEDICAL INFORMATION: C-PTSD. Cannot die of natural diseases or aging due to corprus and vampirism.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: Godhood. Delusions of and attempts at apotheosis will be swiftly struck down verbally and/or physically.
first impressions
AURAL: Gravelly, with high vocal fry.
OLFACTORY: Ash, rock and mushrooms—pleasantly earthy—with the occasional sharp note of blood.
DEMEANOR: Proud, sharp, violent. Unsettling yet alluring.
LAWFUL | ███████████████ | CHAOTIC |
PRUDENT | ███████████████ | RECKLESS |
SELFLESS | ███████████████ | SELF-SERVING |
EMOTIONAL | ███████████████ | LOGICAL |
TRUSTING | ███████████████ | SUSPICIOUS |
HONEST | ███████████████ | DECEITFUL |
AGREEABLE | ███████████████ | DISAGREEABLE |
INTROVERTED | ███████████████ | EXTROVERTED |
ENERGETIC | ███████████████ | INACTIVE |
(CONTACT/HMD/OPT OUT)
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